Hello my name is Maya and I am 18 years old. Meaning that I am legal to be thrown out of the house as that I am now an legal adult. I HAVE been thrown out before and been barely lucky to be allowed back into the house. My mother has emotionally attacked me and told me to “go fuck yourself”, and recently tried to burn me. I have on occasion had to seek help from one of her friends or my own.
My mother is both mentally unstable and an alcoholic who is very verbally abusive towards myself and my brothers. She has on many accounts called me names, threatened me out of the house, and is the prime reason for my depression and suicidal tendencies now and in the past. I’ve lived under this abuse since I was 8 years old and enough is enough.
I also have no room. Whatsoever. I am sleeping on a COUCH in my brother’s room. No room for my personal items, no privacy, and it’s very demeaning.
(that’s my brother)
I am currently looking for employment since I’ve recently graduated from highschool and don’t have the funds to go to college yet. As of now my options are looking for a homeless shelter to try and escape my hostile household or build up funds to find a small place so that I can keep a healthy state of mind.
I want to get a cheap studio apartment somewhere in the Temecula/Menifee area and these donations will help to sustain myself for a few months until I can do so on my own.
I know it’s a lot to ask, but I really need some help.
I also do commissions:
I draw art for mainly Hetalia and Supernatural, but I am willing to do other fandoms, shows, book characters if asked.
(Welcome to Night Vale)
(Romano from Hetalia)
(Castiel from Supernatural)
MORE Examples of my art:
I also write: http://fuckingtomatoes.tumblr.com/tagged/tomatowriting
More information on prices, contact me through my tumblr.
Signal Boosting would help me a lot and thank you for taking the time to read this ; u ;
EDIT: Links weren’t working right before so they are fixed! Sorry again!
i have an adult job making adult money and all i want to do once i figure out how much i need to pay for my own apt/food is to
pay for someone’s apartment for a month or two
pay for someone’s transition surgery or at least like binders or SOMETHING
like i’ve gotten a job doing what i love and i don’t make a whole lot but i know i make more than some and if it continues to work out i want to give back. like that’s all i can think about???? like once i get a futon i’m considering opening my apt for people who need a place to crash for the night??? i just want to be able to help people and to make a difference.
but FYI if you’re in the dallas area and need anything at all, please let me know. i’ll buy you lunch, groceries, i’ll give you a place for the night (i have an air mattress!). i have tons of clothes i don’t wear! other than work i have no life so i can give you company?? i’m weird and my apt is small but i want to do everything i can for you.
also basically if YOU know someone in my area who needs help, let me know. i know people have difficulty asking for help, so i’ll go to them. even if it’s just to be a friend to them.
on another note, every time i forget JUST how much i love x files jenny reblogs something that reminds me
spookybenny answered your question “two things there has not been a single thing i have seen Fredric…”
the baseball ep was so good aughhhhhhhhhh
charliewomanofletters answered your question “two things there has not been a single thing i have seen Fredric…”
Gah! I need to rewatch that episode!
ITS MY FAVORITE idk i just love it so much. i think that’s also the episode with the ice cream cone scene between mulder and scully??? i need to watch it again. and literally every part of it is adorable or just sad.
it’s such. a good. episode. like i’d be tempted to introduce people to x files by making them watch it, but it doesn’t really represent the feeling of x files in general it’s just my favorite. hahahahahaha.
doctopus answered your question “two things there has not been a single thing i have seen Fredric…”
OOOOH YES that sounds good i need to see if it’s available »
there has not been a single thing i have seen Fredric Lehne (azazel in supernatural) in that i haven’t absolutely adored him. he was just in criminal minds and i just. he’s in x files too, in literally my favorite episode of the whole show that has nothing to do with mulder or scully (“the unnatural” - its the baseball episode ITS SO GOOD SO SO SO SOS GOOD and i have a whole deancas au base off of it) this is him:
HES SO PRETTY I LOVE HIM SO MUCCHHH he’s in lost even and fuck i love him in that even though he’s an ass i just LOV FREDRIC LEHNE
i wanna make a spooky url for octobor what should it be?
i have no life this weekend, so here is what is going to happen
the last one is the one that needs to happen the most because i should use it for work but if i can’t hook up a second monitor idk if that’ll even remotely happen.
i’ve kind of hit a stall with my art, in that i hate everything about it. so i’m gonna…figure something out. it’s just gotten very stale and boring. so we shall see.
Anonymous said: will you still send us your teacher's brush if we give you our email?
i actually don’t have them anymore :/ i had to reboot my computer and lost a lot of stuff i didn’t think to back up. by that point, i hadn’t been using his brush very often anyway, as i had found others i enjoyed.
i just found this tumblr though, which has a lot of fantastic brushes and is a much better resource than i am haha.